peace

I don't have that much to say. Only that peace has come, and that it feels better than ever.

I long for something so much greater than myself, something I've felt for a long time I didn't deserve. It's now obtainable. And something in me is longing for it. I feel now as though nothing is going to stop me from reaching it. Some part of me wants to drop everything: to leave school, to travel to foreign countries, to be on my own, but then I realize that God has me here for something; something much greater and bigger is in the future. And now I am willing to wait for that. I feel like I am watching my life in slow motion, all my friends and characters in a greater scheme. It's like the part in a great action movie where something HUGE is going to happen, but at the present time, everything feels so slow. But it's so wonderful! I feel so at peace about it all.

I've had my eyes opened. I've felt the love of Christ for myself, and everyone around me. It makes me want to love so much deeper.

I'm really excited about what is to come. God is so faithful and I'm ready to see His plan play out in my life.

peace and love,
-b